Selfish

Honestly, I don't think if it's my dad being selfish or it's just me. I asked mom for a ride to school at 10 A.M. and then dad called around 9:45 A.M. saying that he's getting dismissed from the hospital. So mom told him that she had to drive me to school first and he gets angry, saying, "Don't come. I'll take the bus. Deal with your crap first." You know you're not going to get dismiss right away even if we get there right away. We still have to wait for the doctors to give instructions and all. It's 11:30 A.M. right now and the doctor still haven't came in yet. So why the heck are you so irritated? I understand that the hospital felt like a jailhouse to you, but isn't it important that I get to school first? I'm upset as heck. I'm upset that you thought of yourself first and that you're coming home. I don't know if you'll still be the same person because if you didn't change even after this, home is going to be hell for me again. I'm so sick of my parents arguing in the middle of the night like it won't affect the kids in school the next year. I can't even stay focus in school because of all the crap I have to deal with at home. Sometimes, this blog is the only way I can express my feelings. I tried to express my feelings to my mother this morning, but she couldn't understand me cause I was so choked up in tears.